sigh.

Maybe it is just because I got up at 5 this morning and am a little over tired, or maybe it is more than that... But I just really feel I need to cry. I'm sure that I could quite easily actually... except that I can't make noise at present.
(sigh)
I just have this heavy feeling on my spirit, and it is quite overwhelming. Its nothing really... just a whole bunch of nothings that have become something. Something that I can't quite decipher, but I know its there. I can't even be bothered finding it... I just wish it would go away.
(sigh)
Why am I complaining anyway? I'm sure everybody needs to cry over something, even if the something is actually nothing. This really makes no sense, not even to me... but I ramble to think, it's just how I am. So I am thinking out loud to nobody... it seems to be working.
(smile)
I still want to cry, I still feel overwhelmed... but it will be ok. I know that now... this is not the end of my world. It's kinda silly how writing about it can make a difference, but whatever. I gave up questioning why I am how I am a while ago now... well, in some respects... this being one of those respects. (hehe)

ok...

So now I am done. I can go to sleep now...
Goodnight...

The end.